Memory Shaken

The holidays are upon us. Time for family and friends to gather, eat, drink.. Unfortunately, it also is a time of increased depression esp. in women. According to researchers, this depression can cause some women to avoid seasonal festivities. 

I don't want to be one of those women. I miss you. I know it wasn't long and you tell me now how I was more "into" it than you and thats why we should step back, but I can't help to think that there was so much we missed out on because we couldnt agree to just make a little phone time here and there. I was excited to get to know you more.. My enthusiasm, I guess, scares some people. But believe me, you are not responsible for my enthusiasm. It's not your responsibility to keep that enthusiasm going, but maybe you think it is because for some reason it keeps freaking you out. This is why Fragile developed the "four-year-old" hand signal. It is put up anytime that, well, I act like a four year old! In the sense of getting super excited about small things...silly things... etc. 

And then there are.. not such 4 year old things that I get excited about... bundling. Thats something I definitely miss. But more importantly, and I dont know that you realize this, I really miss bundling with you. 

... but thats enough about that....

On another note, I have decided what I should do for my between-jobs-job. Well, I'm at least going to test it out and see how it goes.  A friend found a free trial bartending class.. If you decide to take the course, then it is a bit of money, but in all honesty, it would pay itself off in a couple shifts probably. At most maybe three shifts. I think it would be a really fun job that I would actually feel confidant doing because I'll be taking classes before hand. They also help place you when you're done with the class.. I feel like it would be an awesome idea. So that class is next week. Woohoo!